Sometimes I hide with your picture, which I know I should have thrown away, but I still try to deny that I feel nothing, when I see your face. Tears and months and years of calling most of time and I stay strong, it's okay. I know it isn't right, but sometimes is so hard, do nothing day and night. I miss what could have been, late night calls that never end, I miss how you'd hold me close, like you'd never let me go, it's okay. Your smile, your touch is in the past, I accept the fact, that you are never coming back, but I miss the love loving you, I miss everything , but is the truth - I don't miss missing you.
btw. today, at 20:30 was hour for the Earth. No light. No tv. Nothing, just candles.
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